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a graphic designer's whims and woes

Saturday, September 09, 2006

:: lone act ::

I'm the kind of person that almost always needs encouragement on most major things I have to do. It's true that sometimes I'm a bit rash and did several crazy acts without thinking about the consequences, but I've never been as sure as this previously: I'm screwed. Since my partner will be absence for quite sometimes, now I have to handle everything by myself. It's just as freaky as its exciting, but no matter from whichever angles I tried to look at it I came into a conclusion: I'm in a big, big trouble. It's not that I'm not good at designing (I tend to think I do have my niche here), it's just that no one can support me directly anymore. Sure, judge me all you can, don't blame me for being honest. =p However, on a brighter note, I think this absence will make me an even better human being. I may need to take a slower step now, but I'll survive. I have to.