:: had my heart badly broken ::

No, no, this is not a lovey-dovey drama breakup story... but it hurts just the same. How do you feel if your dream is crushed? Ever since I graduated, my friend and I have been talking about taking a Master's degree, be it an MBA or MFA, does not really matter. Actually I shared a lot of similar dreams with this particular friend of mine. When the brand new iMac launched, we dreamed that we will have one. Then we dreamed to drive the adorable buttercup-yellow VW Beetle. Then we dreamed on backpacking through Western Europe (in real,not just a line to pick up men like Rachel Green did to Ross Geller). And we dreamed to take Master's degree together. Well, she did most of what we dreamed of and got what we wanted... while I'm still dreaming. I really hate waiting around to make things happen. I want to make things happen! But in this case, I badly need help... financially. And they turned me down almost immediately. Should I keep on pushing this, or should I give up? I'm very crushed ... But I'll be just fine, in time... :D